Broken. Story of my life.
Dear Audacity,
It was supposed to be a quiet February 14 for us. Quiet, but memorable.
I’m still coming to terms with the reality that when I thought that things were finally looking up, the rug was pulled from under me.
Why are you in such a rush to lower your standards? It boggles the mind, really, and I’ve been trying to find the words to express how I feel right now, but I just couldn’t. There are no words.
I sometimes think I’m unabashedly sure of how I feel about you, that there’s nobody but you, but when I think about everything you’ve put me through, I end up wondering how I could even keep on feeling this way after all that.
But that is how the heart is: le coeur a ses raisons que la raisons ne’ connait pas.
I could’ve sworn there was a time where I wasn’t in this alone. Even if I don’t remember any longer. Even if I’m just probably deluding myself.
Please don’t treat me like your plan B. I think I deserve better than that. Let me wish you happiness, but don’t expect me to be happy about it if your happiness doesn’t happen to be with me.
It was supposed to be a quiet February 14 for us. Quiet, but memorable.
I’m still coming to terms with the reality that when I thought that things were finally looking up, the rug was pulled from under me.
Why are you in such a rush to lower your standards? It boggles the mind, really, and I’ve been trying to find the words to express how I feel right now, but I just couldn’t. There are no words.
I sometimes think I’m unabashedly sure of how I feel about you, that there’s nobody but you, but when I think about everything you’ve put me through, I end up wondering how I could even keep on feeling this way after all that.
But that is how the heart is: le coeur a ses raisons que la raisons ne’ connait pas.
I could’ve sworn there was a time where I wasn’t in this alone. Even if I don’t remember any longer. Even if I’m just probably deluding myself.
Please don’t treat me like your plan B. I think I deserve better than that. Let me wish you happiness, but don’t expect me to be happy about it if your happiness doesn’t happen to be with me.
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